Making art is a public act. The distinction between private and public art is false. As false as the capitalist idea of the private, autonomous individual. All art is public art.
I know that what I do—out of the deepest reserves of my being, appears, as I appear, as a distillation of the worlds of which I am made, of which I but a focal point—unique in my becoming, as each person is unique in their becoming—but does not, and could not exist apart and separate from that ecological fabric, any more than I could exist apart from my body.
The body of my being is not limited to this biological body (itself, a complex biome, a multiplicity of organisms, unique in its ever changing configurations), and is not a thing in a world of things, but a thing of that world of things, interfused with and never without them.
What I make, I make together–make unique, together. The fabric of the world of which I am a part comes together in my becoming, in the becoming of my art. A public act from the convergence of the world in and through my becoming.
The world I inhabit, and which lives through me—defines, controls, dominates—in its decadent, disintegrating, violent, suicidal late capitalist form. As an artist, I find no escape from the suffocating falsity, the ersatz poisonous lie that goes by the name of “success.” Showing in galleries. Selling to wealthy oligarchs for their private pleasures. I can reject all that, but it will shape me nonetheless, shape what I do, as much through its negative power as it would were I to embrace it. This is so, because there is no place in this world for art, except on its terms, in its control. Making art—being an artist, then, outside the systems and institutions that are that place, means living no place. No place to stand. Invisible, as one without public being.
You want to make this about money? …the problem of how to earn a living, how to support one’s art—and it certainly is that—but in a world where money, is not the means of existence, but existence itself (look at those living on the streets—how they do not exist in the eyes of passersby!)… in such a world, the problem of how to earn a living is but the surface—doesn’t come close to defining it.
One who rejects the false “success,” will come to understand that there is no other. That one has no alternative but to accept the unacceptable: to live and work as a failure. To make a failed art. An art that has no public being, because the public where it might exist, where the outsider artist might exist, doesn’t exist. Or doesn’t yet exist.
There is the romantic myth—of the individual who exists of and for his, or her, or their self alone. But that’s only another fabrication—a part of the capitalist lie. Because Making art is a public act. The distinction between private and public art is false. As false as the capitalist idea of the private, autonomous individual. All art is public art.
Category: Goby’s Journal
55 Days of Occupy Philly: Days 28, 29, 30
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11/2/11 Day 28
Wednesday I took the day off—first full day away from Liberty Plaza. 10 poems now—Songs of Occupation.Uneasy sleep last night. Hope a day off will help.
Have to go to the bank, withdraw money—deposit in the credit union. Go to ACME to pick up a prescription. Go to a luncheon at KWH for Alice Notley (she was WONDERFUL!).
6:00 Occupy Together meeting.For every cruel & stupid act—a replicate breaks off, a puppet demon returns to haunt.
Scold Boy—who cries out in the words of his accusers. Shame Boy—his near twin. Sexer – sees with animal eyes & merges in age with X-man Praise MonkeyWednesday November 2, 2011 Uneasy dreams... ... a call for bail arrests at Comcast -- waiting for release plastic tarps -- collapsed broken lines mattress drenched from Sunday's rain balancing paper plates of beans & rice they watch us the others the others coming home from work passing through careful – careful … not to soil their shoes
11/3/11
Day 29
Someone stole light & sound from the Tech tent—we did it in the dark with people’s mic – a good GA.At Robins – no time to time my reading—busy till the last minute. The hand printed broadside of my poem will be beautiful when it’s framed.
Awful… I got on the train at Walnut—realized I’d left 20 broadsides—wrapped in brown paper—on the bench. Got off, Northbound train came right away—got back less than 10 minutes passed… gone. So I realized no money from this at all—and don’t even have a copy of the broadside.
Good news—the proposal to refuse to move was tabled—a long discussion, no decision.
The reading went well.
November 3, 2011
Not only what is here – hear see …
… what our senses seize
tenacious
in the will to know
glass towers flocks of pigeons
lurch & sway of traffic
remembering
all the springs we missed
asleep
the smallest flower
on the forest floor
its seeds entombed – in centuries
wakened by a shirt of flame
one among others – feathers
disheveled – foot clenched in premature rigor mortis
even to itself
searching for food
at our feet – balancing
paper plates – brushing
crumbs – commodities
exchanged
20 yards of linen = one coat
as a general rule – x Marks the spot
warm wool socks
are Capital
blankets
valuable as gold
Day of the Dead, 2015 at A-Space

The names of the remembered
on the list in the photo.
Peggy Johnson
Mary Hardin Johnson
Russell Allen Johnson
William Russell Johnson
Bunny Johnson Degenhart
Harry Degenhart
Ruth Lyon Johnson
Willard Hardin
Emma Larson.
Cecelia Berg
Carolyn Lee Hardin
Loraine Berg Hardin
Gene Smith
Liz Kivett
Bob Rischar
Phil Plumber
Will Barber
Geladine Berg
Evelyn Berg
Kimberly Clark
Ari Cat
Bob
Simba
Joe
Jigs
Skeeter
Kitty
Oscar
55 Days of Occupy Philly: Days 25, 26, 27
Sunday October 30, 2011
Day 25
Weather 50 – 34
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Before we came here, under the columns of City Hall …
… Lenape people –
men watching
women
settling children for the night –
nothing brighter
than moonlight
the shower of sparks from cooking
fires
rain
of ashes
the earth turns – centuries
pass
with open palms – we catch them as they fall
return – returning
letting go
what was never ours to hold
———-
10/31/11 Day 26
11:42 PM
Monday
Weather 56 – 31 Fog
first night below freezing
Zombie Capitalism! Fake blood and tatters, march, City Hall to South Street—I cut off for home at 5th & South—up Passyunk.
Facilitated the 2:00 PM GA. Will I get Soc Sec tomorrow? Last month, deposit was made on the first—but not dated till the 3rd on bank statement (?)
So don’t know whether I’ll have money in the bank tomorrow or have to wait till Thursday
Tuesday November 1, 2011
Day 27
Weather: 59 – 42
Flocks of pigeons, starlings...
...over the plaza
voices rise
escape
the many shapes
our bodies take
our less than perfect
parts
patterns
in flight across the city square
converge, disperse
unite ... in fragile disarray
55 Days of Occupy Philly: Day 24
Saturday 11:17
10/29/11
Day 24 Weather 45 — 33, Snow
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My day off – 3 ½ hours standing in sleet, snow & rain—walking back from Temple with 17… of those who came to the “Silent-No-More” vigil. Clinton was to be on campus, but canceled cause of weather. Ache all over. Facilitation tent blew down. Tents sagging under wet snow—wind predicted for tonight. Haven’t heard how Scott Olsen is doing—fractured skull from rubber bullet [Oakland].
1:20 PM At Hidden River reading—have 5 Songs of Occupation now—have to be back for a process meeting (City Hall) by 3:00—likely six hours outside to end of GA. Dressed for that, so overdressed here. Bright crisp normal autumn day.
Saturday, October 29, 2011: Temple University
Rain -- Broad Street ...
…again
Universe -- of learning
cordoned off
our feet cold
ice pelting our cheeks
mouths silenced
logos -- Exxon
PB Bank of
America
new
word
rising from the depths
55 Days of Occupy Philly: Day 23 Angela Davis pays a visit
10/28/11 Day 23 Weather 51 – 37 Rain
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Thursday GA—Difficult. Assaulted by a Lone Ranger. Last night—pouring rain, in Friend’s Meeting House—much better. Tonight—our Occupy Together meeting. Information & development pouring in faster than can assimilate it. Meeting at COSI—Friend’s Center closed.
Opened an account with TruMark Credit
Union. Will close my Citizen’s Bank account as soon as rent & Comcast checks clear, and I can restore my SKYPE number. [A sandwich board sign in front of TruMark with a Guy Fawks mask, and invitation to join].Angela Davis will be speaking at Temple & Dilworth today.
I haven’t had a whole day off from OP since before the 6th.
Friday October 28, 2011 Angela ... ... arrives at City Hall Advent at Liberty Plaza Broad Street whistles in the rain Chants from another time so little changed since then so much – a chance of snow hangs overhead waiting, weighted, heavy with voices --Annunciation!
55 Days of Occupy Philly: Day 22
October 27, 2011 Day 22
Thursday
Weather 64 – 42 Rain
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Candles windblown…
… one to one
each one a-flame, fingers
coated in wax
our not so silent vigil
tear gas wraps the little crowd
gathered
where he lies black
jackets, masks
helmets, trudgeons
a continent away
we see what they have done –
our brother – Scott Olsen -- carried off
across 15th Street
clouds of rain sweep the towers
the lights we carry
flicker & blow out
Youtube video of Scott Olson shooting
55 Days of Occupy Philly: Day 21
Wednesday
October 26, 2011
Weather
60 – 42 Partly cloudy
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Letter to City/State/Nation/World…Dear Ones …
… among the stars, winding through back alleys
boardrooms backyards fields plowed & fallow
shattered glass we woke
last night we woke to a child’s cry
to relieve ourselves from dreams
to the smell of smoke to drums
to helicopters in morning mist to old men
foraging for rags and tobacco butts rich
men setting the alarms lockstepping minds
vaulting secret desires
Dear World…
…last night we called
for clarifying questions, concerns of state amended
wings to woolen coats defied the northern wind
blew our tents like flags across the square, sang
songs unheard since the first
king first
sent our children to slaughter our neighbors
shackled our labor, heaped
wheat in towers while the people starved
Dear Wheeling Galaxies…
… your billion sons & daughters
on this speck of earth reclaim our commons
throw off the shame of ownership, the prison state, release
love’s body, make all worlds
a home for all, hold
all in common – refuse!
to end this song, refuse – to end
this poem, this occupation – here
begin again, here --
here on the Commons of a thousand cities
to begin again we rise, we rise again like
Adam in the garden of desire!
#379 in B&W and color. Finished. For real this time.
I’m posting this in B&W, as well as color, because working with intense color, tonal contrast can be a problem, as hues of equal tone can give an appearance of tonal contrast: warm hues, like yellow, will spring forward while cooler tones will recede–something you can clearly see when you compare these. When I look at the monotone photo, I think that I might like to have made those blues even darker. One can have strong intuitive sense of color expression, but there’s no substitute for knowledge of color theory. This has been a weak point in some of my pieces, so I’m pleased with the how this holds up in monotone–it would make an interesting etching!
66×23″ Acrylic on weathered plywood, with leaves (I think I was channeling my Saturday morning “Trees of Fairmount Park field trip for this). I used strips trimmed from stretched canvases to define the borders.


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Colour Me Happy – Orange, from debiriley.com
I love her blog. Beautiful art, and always something to learn. She must be an AWESOME teacher. Her students are very lucky. I linked THIS, because I’m feeling bliss, having spent the whole day painting–finished #379 (photo tomorrow)… even though orange is my ANXIETY COLOR!
I love the story of the origins of Indian Yellow… the sacred urine from the cow, the lush sensual color of the mango–synaesthesia– color you can taste!
I’m convinced that synaesthesia underlies all the arts.. the bed rock. How else is it, that we associate colors with emotions? I don’t.. quite… taste color. Or see sounds. But pretty close. And what would poetry be if not for the power of words to link all our senses?
You ask–what of conceptual poetry?
What of it? I’m no gatekeeper. I don’t make–or believe in rules that say what can or can’t be art, or poetry! But I think conceptual poetry draws on something of the power of fiction/crossed with philosophy: in that it conjures alternate realities… that is… alternate to our received and habitual ways of comprehending the world.
It’s the transgressing of boundaries that all forms of art have in common, sensual, imaginative, cognitive, and in this age of our Empire of Money & Death… Political!














Annunciation!



