When I confess to Having

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… tried & Failed to Tell (a) Story of My Life

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2nd &

1st get over them the words

2nd &

1st
out of them syntactically above beyond a pressure then as need a need to tell relate convey carry transfer Ich und du & me to you subverts the covert how both see and don’t both see

& then to tell and mean to get across the thing itself & mean a river of ideas of things & leaving never forested enleafed by bird & branch within beside inside such commonality of things such as
pencils
dates
erasures
times of day
alarms
or
accounts
of what it cost us
spells of vertigo …

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